wanted to document stuff but i spent a lifetime on post tonight and i had wanted to go to bed early, but that plan was shot. so i just wnated to say a couple of thing sbeofe i gott go to bed RTFN.

got a call back from rackspace. talking with jeremy tomorrow. Im nervous. I want to do the tech stuff, and that is what daniel is pushing me for, but im so scared that i just dont know ANYTHING. ): I kinda just hope i'm able to get the secretarial job for now @__@;

... sad note. In my year at petco I've witnessed alot of dying animals and dead animals. But I think today was the first time I ever WITNESSED one's death. ): There was a weak little mouse and I took him out and he was all cold and after a while he was like.. spasming ): and gasping.. and then he just went still and i was like WAAAAH MOUSE. *sniff*

... good note. JEREMY AND MATHIAS IN A PIC TOGETHER??!? STANDING TOGETHER?!?!? POSSIBLE HANDHOLDING OR BUTT TOUCHING.. YOU DUNNO YOU CANT SEE THEIR HANDS. YESYESYES FUCK YES ITS ALL TRUE MOTHER FUCK THIS IS THE GOD OF ALL MODEL PICTURES EVER. I think i like cried and came all at the same time. It's so magical. I demand highres of this shit right here. Desktop pic. ILU. Need to icon it tomorrow. <33

god... not catching up on sleep tonight. at all. AUUUUGH.