so yesterday after I work up I thought the day was going well, I get excited for class, and though its raining outside, its still beautiful (OMG ENJOYING THE RAIN SO FUCKING MUCH) And I have a cute ladybug umbrella that I get to look forward to using for the first time. Now, I needed to stop and get gas, so i go by a local chevron (which is actually cheaper than most, to my surprise). I don't really have money in my account, so I was going to put like $5 on my credit card. I've had the problem here before when I tried using a gift-creditcard and it told me to "see cashier." So I went inside and it was declined, even though it still had 50 bucks on it. This time my creditcard which has at least 100 was declined. So I stood there for a moment trying to decide a path of action. I told him to put $2 on my debit. Still declined. I think it was because he ran it as credit. (though when I got home my bank account was at $3 SO MAYBE THAT WAS A GOOD THING) My gas is dangerously low, the last time I saw the needle that far under Empty my car died at the end of my street. But I have no money, and emergency CCs are failing me and the rain is getting crazy, probably flooding around the school. In the end I take it all as a sign to just stay home. So I turn it back around and head home. In the end I had to get artemis3120 to come over with a gas can. ;_; thank you and yo' daddy, srsly.

So, stuck at home, too early in the 'morning' for anyone to be online or around in gen, I went ahead and played some Lost Odyssey. God I didn't realize i started that game nearly a YEAR AGO. October something is my first acheivement. I would like to try and finish it before then, because I think that might actually be a record for an RPG. I have never finished one in less than a year. FF9 & Chrono Cross which were my first-finished rpgs took me a few years. (I AM A SLOW PLAYER) Of course that might also be because I didn't own CC at the time. And ff9 was borrowed, so I REALLY should have finished that one earlier, but you see, if i borrow things, THEY STAY WITH ME FOR FAR TOO LONG. DON'T LET ME BORROW SHIT. I've gotten better at this, but I do not trust myself, and neither should you.

But I'm stuck at THOSE FUCKING GAYSER CAVES. And I've died like 3 times in them. I hate that team, I really do. Jansen, Ming, Cooke and Mack can suck it as a party. ... Except Mack, cuz he's a fucking tank I love that boy. I have fanciful desires to cosplay him. But srsly, the monsters are retarded and attack in such big groups!! D: It's pissing me off, and I'm the kind of person that if it frustrates me too much I will give up, put the game down, move onto something else and not come back to it for at least another few months. BUT I WANT TO FINISH THIS STUPID GAME WITHIN A YEAR. I know this is the lastish area before the 4th disc. Also, fuck the acheivements.


... unrelated, but I just looked at my ticket for 9 and the theater was also 9. I payed 9.50 for the movie which also started at 9:50. lulz. Despite how much I disliked it, that is a cool lookin movie ticket.

finally get around to calling the stupid insurance company and they don't answer!! I hate accidents, as I'm sure most of you do.
And I spent alot of money this weekend... on my owwwwn party. AND THEN CLEANED IT UP MYSELF. TWICE.

...

But lets try to reflect on good things this weekend, before I stress myself out again and go to work and choke some hamsters (though that would be beneficial to all)

zomgvampires came to visit!!!
Got to see Wicked! My first broadway production EVAR~ (was amazing, I have fanarts :| )
Chris Madrids' greasy but delicious burgers and fries and nachos!!
Drinking every night! (laskdf maybe not a good thing. 5 nights in a row OMGAAH)
People coming to and hopefully having fun at my first birthday party~!!

SO LETS JUST KEEP THINKING ABOUT THAT AND NOT THE BAD STRESSFUL THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS WEEKEND. YAH? YAH.

I really want Sims3 to stop freezing on me while I'm trying to make sims, because srsly, more RE people need to move in next door. yeah ok i'm totally ignoring the lot of you for now and going with RE people for now. At least until I can figure out how many people fit in a house and what friends to put to live with what other friends. Also I'd need to collect pics of all my friends for reference purposes. (Srsly, when Sims3 said you can make anyone, YOU CAN MAKE ANYONE, the face customization is extensive)

Shit I'm hungry... Let's go have a snack.

.... cept not really. D: Thankfully Soubi didn't get totalled, but LKSJDLFKJLKSDJF ACCIDENT GOD DAMMIT. And I still have so much driving to do this weekend.

I'm worried about my party tomorrow cuz I'm a horrible planner and I dunno how its going to go or if we'll have enough food or if everyone will have fun and and and and ;___; How do people have birthday parties? THIS IS SO BEYOND ME I DON'T EVEN KNOW. And I don't have any ideas for what to do after. ):

If I haven't invited you, YOU ARE INVITED TO MY PARTY TOMORROW (around 3pm) at raymond rimkus park by my house. BYOB and food and anything else. :| Me = not good at planning potlucks, srsly. Um stuff. I wanted to have a pinata so I could decorate it like a zombie, but I don't think I have the monies for that.

I got Sims3 working, ends up not running it in full-screen helps alot. Ended up making Birkin Family first and they are cuuuuuuuuuuute. Cept I had William enrolled in the criminal career and he kinda got arrested a couple of times. And yet neither Annette nor Sherry seemed to notice or wonder where daddy was. Probably gonna make a house next door with Wesker & Co. Then I'll consider the votes and go for Furuba and Me & Co (though WHAT co... is the problem. SO MANY FRIENDS. IM SO POPULAR)

And now we must go eat.

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I KNEW THAT ALREADY. YES I DID. And hey D: I have a job, tickets are just fucking expensive, someone needs to come down and visit ME once in a while. TEXAS ISNT THAT BAD GUYS. WE HAVE RAD FOOD. (yes i just used rad)

Had a talk with my daddy about me getting my shit together (mostly cleaning my room) cuz he doesnt wanna have to kick me out OH NOES! D: I didn't cry though, so yaaaaaaaay, points for me. Also he ordered the part for my car mirror and is going to pay for it. ;___; ty dad. Really do need to get the oil changed and it could srsly use a good cleanout and car wash. :| Sorry Soubi, you've gotten so dirties.

Work soon, but YAY I DONT HAVE TO OPEN TOMORROW I AM SO EXCITED. Let's tear this shit UP.

So, I was kinda waiting for it. But I got a notice for my inspection being expired and ALSO for parking my car on the street. :| Now, I can't REALLY park it in the driveway unless I want to get up every morning and move my car when my parents leave. Which, I guess is what I will have to do now. Hm, there wasn't any number or anything to call about it, so I guess I'm not getting a ticket. :/ Just gotta take care of it all.

And yesterday I went to the Paul Mitchell school with Vanessa so we could get some more info about it. It looks awesoooooooooooooooooome. Everyone there is a little too... huggy? D: We were both like HRM at that. XD But wtv, I guess. The kit looks amazing. The ONLY thing I have a problem with is that I will have to wear my hair down XDDD AH SO BAD AT THAT. D: need my hair cut. As I do not like it down as long as it's long (basically). Need to find out when spring break is D: (please let there be one)

Oh god I've had to fix so many typos in this entry XD I wish I was staying home today so I could finish my new mood set!! D: its so awesome so far X33

BLEH, gotta eat, then get ready to go out and get inspected. :| then work. *sigh*

..... man i just realized I had a dream about a Scott Pilgrim video game D: damn.

Today wasn't SO bad. Work was long, but the people there were kinda fun. I didn't get to play d20 even though I got to go to my friends house *shake fist @ tommy* but instead I got to watercolor. So expect that up tomorrow, maybe.

... sigh, my mom's right. ): I think Jagger is feeling neglected because of Grissom. But I can't have the cage anywhere else! D: Jagger doesn't like coming in my room because he's in here u__u :/ I dunno what to do. I want Jaggie to be happy most of all. And I'm not really sure I'm giving my rabbit the attention he needs ): ugh, i feel bad, but maybe i should think about finding him a new family ;_;

But I'll worry about that a little later. I'm exhausted and I have to get up way early tomorrow to take care of my car. Finally. Yaaaay sabina time tomorrow! @3@

I didn't get up early enough to call roadside. I can't get a hold of my brother. So my mom has to take me to work. Which means I probably won't be able to go play d20 tonight unless my friends want to be incredibly nice and pick me up at work/drop me off at home after.

... ugh I dunno how people work 8 hours a day 5 days a week. I HATE 8+ hour shifts. ):

For a while now, the tires on the right side of my car have been a little flat, the back one more than the front. So anyway, the other night after work I went to fill my tires, thinking that it would hold til the next day so I could get to a discount tire co. and have it taken care of. I was wrong, as when I went outside it ended up that the front tire this time was COMPLETELY FLAT. ): It was too late to do anything about it yesterday since Vanessa and I had errands to do, and there was no way I was going to drive on it. I tried to see if my brother could come over today and help me out, but he was busy. For work I had to take my mom's car, which is ok, but its always weird driving a different car.

Tomorrow bro should be coming down to either change my spare or take me to walmart or i dunno ): I hope they don't charge alot since i dun gots no money now. And I have to do it all early since I have a 12 - 8 shift at the DeZavala store (JEFF YOU BETTER BE THERE) uuuuuh long shift. Then monday I work there AGAIN and that night is apparently seazer night with allegoriest at her dorms. School the next day and blah blah. My weekends are always busy. ;__; I never get to go out and dance and drink at the gay club no mores!! LAME. And tonight everyone is out and doing stuff and I wanna play SH but no one's HERE and I'm in a graveyard and though this isn't RE I'm conditioned to really not like graveyards. XD SIGH. I want to be drunk. :B Considering going to take a couple of shots of the tequila in the fridge >____>;; HRM.

So on the good side of things, October 25 hisui_yui & I and possibly kyouchuu will be going to check out the Polysics~ :3 I'm excited to see them again. The other bands they're playing with look decent. I wish I could find more by Black Gold since there was only one song I found. But I really liked it! ): Maybe they'll just play that song over and over again. :B

Oni-con got moved back. Which is good since I do NOT have the money for reg right now. I wonder if the band will still make it. Since that's what usually makes cons for me. Unless I'm cosplaying. Aaaaand I probably won't be this time unless I can think of something. huu, I want to sew. ):

Ah, my mom just reminded me that I have roadside assistance. >_> forgot about that. Ah well, I still have to get up early to call them =__= I'm not particularly looking forward to the next few days. :/

So its payday! And I'm already broke again u3u I woulda actually had money, if I hadn't've gotten that speeding ticket. D:

Its 149 if I just pay the ticket, and its 104 if I want to request defensive driving? Which should I do? How much does defensive driving usually cost? Would I be better off if I just paid off the ticket? Or if I take the course, does it come off my record? HELP! LJ-FLIST!

And the rest I'mma give to my dad, because I would really like to not lose my car. Put a little aside for gas though. AUGH STUPID TICKET!! DAMN YOU SPEED LIMITS!

*mope*


PS-allegoriest: I know that b-day gift was like... a joke or whatever. BUT ITS AWEOSME. THANK YOU. XD Oh Tony Parker, you and your french rapping self <3

PS-allegoriest2: I have Sunday off. LET THE POKECARD BATTLES COMMENCE! (ugh, still need to make some decks :/)


--EDIT: But go self on getting things done. IE: calling about ticket, and calling ticketmaster to cancel that stupid membership. YAY ACCOMPLISHING STUFFS.

Well krispy_kream's visit was much too short. :/ BUT FULL OF ADVENTOCHA. Like, right from the beginning. Oh~ Terminal and Parking fiasco for the memories. D: Then we went to eat, and to watch PotC3 which was long, but full of fun and lulz. Oh Hook Jr. you so funny. Theeeen... I took her to NineLives with the kitties~ and then somehow we ended up watching the Digimon Movie because she'd never seen it and NOW... we're all back into it!! WHOOO DIGIMON! I haven't been into that series since High School. XD It is the time to watch again. I still have seasons 1 - 3 recorded on tape. :3 I like Taichi's english voice alot better than Japanese. Yamato's too for that matter. And Daisuke's. Next time, I promise I'll remember to take to you Mad Hatters. D: UGH SUPER LOSE ON MY PART. Sorry~

And Sharon brought out an interesting point. That San Antonio has so many awesome places to eat. (and it does, I'm not denying this). Which leads me to think... maybe thats a big reason this city is so fat? HRM!!

OH OH GAIZ. EMERGENCY!!!! IF ANY OF YOU HAVE MY SHINESMAN TAPE! PLZ BE RETURNING IT!! I can't find it anywhere, which means I MUST'VE lent it out. GOD PLEASE GIVE IT BACK. D: its my prized possession. I was gonna just buy it online, but now I don't have money for it.

We stayed up all night so that I could take her to the airport on time in the morning, and then I went home and slept. But then they called me into work. It sucked. I was exhausted. But they couldn't get anyone else. At least I got some hours. Today I got up at 10:30 because Jagger was bugging me. Though I went to bed at like 5. My mom had the boys and ugh. I hate having the boys here. I hate being out of my room when the boys are here. I want to help my mom, but i DONT. It doesnt work out so well. She gets all frustrated with them and takes it out on me sometimes. Not that I WAS being any help (napping on the couch) URF.

Then I had to go to work where evil's return reared its well... evil head and attacked with cramps. D: not tits. Then I come home and find a couple of notes from my dad. He can't cover my car payments anymore, and wants to know "what my plan is" for making the payments to him. Says I need to be working 40 hrs a week to be able to catch up on payments. This means one thing to me... second job. D: I so would not be able to handle that mentally though. I dunno what to do. Then there was another note on a phone bill. ~__~ Too much texting I guess. Cuz now I owe him 75 bucks for THAT. I don't have enough for all this. I still have to pay the ticket I got. I dunno what to do. I cried when i saw the notes. fuuuuuuck.

Really... really don't want to open tomorrow

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUGH LAURIE!!! :3 You're younger than my parents, which still makes it okay to me, you know!!!

No computer or internet access at my house for me. My PC monitor is seriously being a fag, and i hate it right now. It works sometimes, but most of the time it isn't worth putting up with. Which is what I decided for the whole weekend. It at least gave me plenty of time to catch up on my HP reading.

I'm writing this from Lina's laptop right now.

My stomach feels very anxious. I don't like it at all. I hope its just because I have to go pee.

I hate this. I can't even use my tablet or make the AMVs I wanted.

My brakes are fixed though. That's at least good. Though I owe my dad for that now.

Can, like... something go right now? I've always been such a good girl. When's all my karma coming back to me? ):

... I did a sorta test to see if my crush was real. I think it is. nnrrf.

Been seeing lots of movies lately. 300 w/ sabina last week. And Blades of Glory today with Lina. 300 was awesome. BoG was funny and full of awesome gay. augh will/jon <3 srsly. Jon's sooo cute. XD I adore him. I need to rent school for scoundrels. ... OMG i know who Jon's character reminds me of now. Butters. wtf. XD yes. I need to go see this movie again.

... that made me feel a little better just now.

NEED NETS >O RAWRGH.

And (late) happy birthday caer! meant to post this on friday, but yeah.

Anything else? I dunno. Expect more voice posts, now, definately.

In short, my laptop died.

It is ghey.

And I am very sad.

I cried.

I did get a little hope though, my friend might be able to take care of it, but not til this weekend. The main reason I'm upset with this is becase of my WIPs that didn't get saved to my extHD. I've been doing lots of sp arts and none of it was backed up. So either my laptop is unfixable and they're gone forever, or I have to wait til next week to get it back. Either way is suck. I live off my laptop and can't live on this computer for it does not have the commodities of the other. I suppose I at least have SOMETHING.

I racked up a couple more commisions thanks to a friend (yay) and I still have that other one I need to do. But the problem now is of my inking pens. They both want them at least inked, and it came to my attention last week that half my liners are broke'd. Which means I need to invest in more, with money I don't have. Plus, sabina brought to my attention that Herwicks lately has not been carrying my pens of choice. buu. And those are $18 anyway... so I dunno when I'd be able to afford them. I wish I could trust myself with the money of commisions beforehand. But I know I can't, so asking them is out of the question.

Today sucked in ways that brought down my mood over my LJ sub (which had me elated for most of the time) and was just, in all, not tits. My dad wants me to pay for my tires and brakes with my credit card. I said I had about 150 left on it. But later realized that I had already cut that fucker up, so I dunno how he expects me to pay with it. HAHA.

Boss is going out of town tomorrow and while that's kinda cool, today HAD to be super hectic. I had to do quite a bit of driving, and while that adds to my pay i need gas NOW. Tomorrow will also be a big driving day. We actually managed to rent out ALL our houses and now I have to go around and pick up signs. BUU.

Last night was so awesome, why did this have to happen? Was it all those crash vids I was lookin at? Was it because I laughed at the kids when their bus flipped over?? (AHAHAHAHAHA that was great) ... does this mean I can blame my bad luck on koko? ( 8D ) Speaking of last night, which was what I originally wanted to write about, I got to OC with both koko and jean and chat, and fuck. XD we're awesome. ... AUGH. no. my pics I did. Now I'm sad again. I can't think of last night now gaiz. D: I drew the cutest pic of Clyde as the easter bunny and wanted to post it. DAMN.

And Clyde (KINDA) got an episode today!! RAWK. I have been in a clyde mood for reasons I can't explain. He's moving up in rankings. And I think he would be the most natural character for me. XD Or my stereotyped one anyway. He's totally a Kureno. Or I would so play him like that. D: gawd.

Wah, jean. Kyle/Ike rp is lost until laptop works again. D: It needs to be the secks finishing.

Danny took us for dinner today. And afterwards we put a note on this one van from these printouts he has in his car for "youparklikeanasshole.com" or... something to that effect. Of course I was the one that had to get down off the car and put it on the windsheild (and pulled a nerve in my leg while doing it WTF. instant karma) but it was still funny. Stop parkin' in front of stopsigns stoopid.

I managed to stay up this late still. Ghey.

Fuck today, right in the ear.

My movie came in today! And I stole the DVD player out of my dad's closet so I could watch it. XD Thankfully it DOES play, god I love that DVD player. :3 *loves to Daewoo* I won't lie, the movie is way better in english, but it's still freaking awesome in Japanese. I have a problem with the boy's voices. >_< Stan's is WAY too girly, his and Kyle's should switch because stan's is deeper in english. D: And I think cartman's is actually the same in show and movie. Though I could be wrong. Clyde's is just...DEEP. Seriously. XD its weird. I love Kenny's mom's voice though. It translated really well.

... but when i got home, the dvd player was already gone from my room! O: my dad moves fast! I wanted to watch it again!!

Got my oil changed today! :3 I need new tires. I need new brakes now too, apparently. wah.

I'm hungry, I haven't eaten all day. x__x And I was totally gonna say something else. But I can't remember what it was.

... I wonder how many naughty japanese phrases I can learn from this movie. :D

I was gonna do this earlier (ie: while at work) but then the boss came in and oh noes! Anyway! Soubi, my dear Mitsubishi Gallant ES, has reached his 40,000 mile mark today! Daw. <3 His right headlight is going out though. D: And is way over due for an oil-change.

Also, GAIZ, help me pick out a new AIM name, I'm seriously tired of the one I gots.

Poll #932478 NEW AIM NAME
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 10

What should my new AIM sn be? D:

This is my first poll!!! o: Treat it nicely. <3 Your votes/comments may or may not have a bearing on my sn... And you could have very little time with which to do it in, because Imma change it tonight.