So this is the first post from my newwww computer! I spent quite a few hours getting programs on it (thankfully I save most of those in a folder on my extHD) along with restart after restart after restart. I think it's ALMOST in running order the way I have my laptop, but some things may not just be the same. AIM is a dif version, as I use AimHack and can never get the right version that I like. ): I'll just have to get used to the one I have now I guess. (lame) I got depressed again as I STILL cannot get into my fav Pchat. I thought it was something with my laptop, but NOW I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA. BAW.

This thing is amazingly quiet. Kept thinking the Xbox was the computer for a while, that noise monster, geez. The keyboard I got with it is nice and new, but the monitor and mouse are from another generation~ Big TV box monitor and trackball mouse with no scrolly thing!! ;__; Wonder if my friend still has some flat screens that I heard he came into possession of. HMMM. Gonna probably get me another mouse very soon as well. :| Can't complain too much considering what I paid for all of this...

Hmmm... went jogging tonight. ACTUALLY JOGGING. D: Shit sucks man, I'm out of shape. SHIT SUCKS. So I'm pretty exhausted still, though somehow still awake. About to go pass out though. I WANNA DRAW ON THIS THING, but don't think I would make it past a few sketches tonight. Ah well, I shall try tomorrow then.

So glad I don't have to open tomorrow |D Also I love that I finally found the shortcut to changing songs on winamp without having to switch programs. That is amazing. SO. AMAZING.

... JUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUICE.

Well I got up late and didn't get all the cavities filled that I was supposed to. But the less drilling the better!!! ... cept next time I have to do some on BOTH sides of my mouth and that appt will be about an hour and a half, the lady at the desk informed me. Thankfully the darling and sweet kyouchuu picked me up, dropped me off and waited for me at the dentist and then took me back to her house where I got to nap. We ate and I went home to clean off my desk for the arrival of my neewwww compuuutterrrr...

which.... isn't here. Where are you computer~? *checks under desk, in drawers, in the bathroom, in other rooms* You are defintely not here. Hm. Oh look, my dad never came home? I SEE. Where are you daddy? Where are you computer? Not that I would have wanted to set you up tonight, but IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE.

Went to Rocky Horror with some friends, but was totally duped on the implication that RHPS AND Repo would be included in the addmission price. :| IT WAS NOT SO AND I WAS QUITE UPSET. Though we did get there late so it was kinda lame. :| Rocky Horror was awesome and amazing, and our San Antonio cast is much better than I immediately gave them credit for. O: The Columbia especially was great. And the other guy that played like 4 people AND a puppet. I HAD NO IDEA GUIZE, maybe I will start going every month now. Need to practice the call-outs, holy shit I forgot so many. D:

Um... that's it. Think I'll go to bed now.

YAY!!! So the PC that this guy from my dads work is selling is miiiine!! And daddy paid for half of it (for my birthday?) WHOO!! Now I only owe 150, SWEET.

SIMS3 DAY IS COMING. YES IT IS.

Now the only question is, WHAT DO I NAME MY COMPUTER? D: Most of my other computer-y things have rodent or weasel-related names (in japanese, because sometimes weeaboo things stick) But I'm running out of names here, so maybe its time for an "upgrade" of sorts. OR JUST SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT.

Suggestions: I'm taking them.

My daddy obviously got tired of waiting for me to get the monitor from my friend. |D But, its kinda good when that happens, because he gets the best freakin stuff. SO PRITTIES. Its a widescreen flat panel monitor and made of awesomeness. But he'll probably be all possessive of it. Which is the downside. :/

SO I HAS COMPUTER NOW! I'M BAX. DRAW WITH ME OMG TABLETLOVE. *makes love to tablet*

SO WORKS! I like it so far. Except my back and feet are KILLING ME. I forgot what its like to be on my feet for so many hours out of the day. ;^; I slept HORRIBLY the last two nights though. The night after my first day i dreamt that I missed work the next day and spent the whole dream freaking out about it. Last night I was worried I wouldn't wake up on time today (had to be there by 8am) and had freaky dreams like my sis-in-law dying and just... lots of stuff. And kept waking up in the middle of the night. I gotta take the extra blanket off my bed. It's so hot with it now.

Lots of hamsters died yesterday ;^; And some mice today. It weirds me out picking them up. WTC other mice? Thats not very nice to eat your fellow mices faces btw. I love playing with the ferrets though |D I SOOOO WANT ONE. They are stinky and messy BUT SOOO CUUUUTE. I want a gerbil too. D: and some finches. And some fishes. And more ferrets. And a snake. petspetspets.

This guy today was like, "I should be out of here soon, I might get a 10/hr job." And it made me kinda think. Would I give this job up for a higher paying one? Given, I've only been working there a few days, so I couldn't really say for sure. But, really, this is as close to doing what I've always wanted to do since I was little, taking care of animals. And while I might not have the education to move on to be a vet or anything like that, maybe I could take a different route. I think this job might be a good starting point for that. This guy that used to work at the store came in yesterday, and now he works for the zoo! So, maybe!

Plus I feel like there's an actual possibility of going back to school in the fall. It's all kinda nice. :3

Being able to get a job always makes me feel pretty good about myself. YAYS.

AND COMPUTERZ>KFJDS! RAWK.

God, i need a freakin nap though. I don't get a day off til like... wed.

UPDATE GET!

I got a new job, finally! I don't think my dad is completely happy with it, but you know what, whatever dad. He sounded half excited and half-i-dunno-what. It's at petco. And, I'm pretty happy about it! I mean hell! I get to work wif aminals :3 It's the ghetto one on Bandera & 410, but we're gonna move to a new store in Sept. And there will be grooming opportunities when we get there. And that would be pretty sweet if I could get into that.

Other than that, I've been spending money I shouldn't spend or really, have at all. Car payment what? I reserved Pokemon Diamond even though I don't have a DS, but I don't have the money to go get it right now. XD And that's a result of buying tickets to the Jrock Fest in CA at the end of May. D: I really shouldn't have. My parents dunno about this. And I am a BAD BAD impulse buyer. But.. gah. Kagrra... and MUCC... Miyavi for gods sake. This better be the best $100 bucks I've ever spent. (plus whatever costs for gas, food, and shelter) Vanessa, Lina, Daniel and I are gonna drive straight over there after Crissy's grad. (which i feel bad for :/ ) And stuff.

Also been buying WAY too many CDs. Oh CD Exchange, I never thought someone could get addicted to a store. ILU. I realized why though. All my music on my ExtHD, I can't listen to. And I can't DL musicks. So I compulsively buy it. I must've gotten 10 cds this month. (i have 20+ gigs of music alone now though). See? See this? I shouldn't even be allowed to HAVE money. My checks should be Pay to the Order of: MY DAD. I gotta start paying him for that car. I dun wanna lose it.

I FINALLY got Chef Aid. OMG. WTF. THE HELL WAS WRONG WITH ME?! This cd kicks so much ass. I had no idea. I feel like an idiot for not getting it earlier. Like YEARS earlier. REALLY. GREAT. MUSIC. mattntreynnf. But someone! PLZ. What the crap is a "bubblegoose?" And why are the boys singing about it with wyclef? Enlighten me, plzkthx.

Last night was a GOOD EP OF HOUSE. And I gotta say, the rest of the season had been kinda disappointing. There was a good balance of drama and medical so YAY. Also, wah 4mans. D:

No more new south park for a while. SAD. But the last few I hadn't reported on were awesome. XD 300 parody ftw. And sorry gaiz. We (being San Antonio) had to find some way to get rid of our homeless. *SHRUG* CHAAAANGE SPARE SOME CHAAANGE?

Mmmm.. what else? OH! I thought I fucked up ANOTHER computer. My mom's laptop weirded out on me the other day. And I freaked out, and started crying and figured my dad was going to kill me. There's a whole big story to it, but wtvr. Just know its alright now. PHEW. I totally swore I wouldnt touch another computer for the rest of April (since I am obviously still cursed) but here I am! :D so good.

Supposed to be cleaning. MEH.

I finished all the exsisting HP books. And I thought I would progress into drawing when I was done. But somehow that didn't happen and I picked up the PS2 controller instead and am working on Okami instead. I need to draw. I WANT to draw. I miss you tablet. Missing you so much babe. The pencil and pen just can't do it for me anymore. THOUGH! Alicia found my eraser in her car! HAPPINESS!!! That was my best/favorite eraser. |D I got to loiter with her, matt and tommy the other night. XD it was fun, but my parents got after me for staying out so late. :/

MISS YOU GAIZ O: I need to get the monies for Keef to put in a new HD for my laptop. HRM. MONIES... YOU SUX.

... I miss last.fm Who woulda thought? XD

I'm at work, but the boss isn't here. So I'm not working. I'm surfing, becuase I can, and I will. Oh ninnernets. <3 Why do you seem to forget all about me when we are apart? I still love you baby.

I'm trying to think what I want to quickly update about, but not really sure what to say. Not like much has really been going on. Just been reading Harry Potter while I have nothing to do at home. Finished OotP the other day, so I'm all prepared for the movie. (haha neville is kickass now. yes) Got #6 yesterday and stuff. So now I should probably go reserve #7 hmm?

Missed Southpark last night because I stayed at Lina's (nnf, i'm so sacrificing) But we bleached a little bit of my hair in the back. I hope it eventually makes it to the whole of my hair. But I kinda like it like this, because you cant really tell unless I put my hair up in a certain way. So my mom will like that. ;p

And while I miss the internet and computer stuff. I'm almost hesitant to get it back. Because after reading HP stuffs, I was hoping that having the extra time i have not-reading I would use to an art advantage. Like traditionals practice. But UGH COMPUTERSSSS... wants. My friend, Wes, said I could borrow one of his extra monitors. <3 So I need to go pick that up. :/ My dad moved his laptop station to where the PC monitor was, so... I'm thinking... Maybe I can move the PC to my room? :3 maybe?

I'm still sad, but making it through. Just nights are really boring. For cereal guys, you can totally still call me... WHENEVER, YOU KNOW. I feel like I'm bothering people when I call them, but you guys have free reign over me, I'm seriously.

Just wanted to give everyone a little update. Thanks for all your kind words and comments! I loves and misses you all~~

EDIT: Aww.. thats right. 8 years today. R.I.P my Geronimo. <3

No computer or internet access at my house for me. My PC monitor is seriously being a fag, and i hate it right now. It works sometimes, but most of the time it isn't worth putting up with. Which is what I decided for the whole weekend. It at least gave me plenty of time to catch up on my HP reading.

I'm writing this from Lina's laptop right now.

My stomach feels very anxious. I don't like it at all. I hope its just because I have to go pee.

I hate this. I can't even use my tablet or make the AMVs I wanted.

My brakes are fixed though. That's at least good. Though I owe my dad for that now.

Can, like... something go right now? I've always been such a good girl. When's all my karma coming back to me? ):

... I did a sorta test to see if my crush was real. I think it is. nnrrf.

Been seeing lots of movies lately. 300 w/ sabina last week. And Blades of Glory today with Lina. 300 was awesome. BoG was funny and full of awesome gay. augh will/jon <3 srsly. Jon's sooo cute. XD I adore him. I need to rent school for scoundrels. ... OMG i know who Jon's character reminds me of now. Butters. wtf. XD yes. I need to go see this movie again.

... that made me feel a little better just now.

NEED NETS >O RAWRGH.

And (late) happy birthday caer! meant to post this on friday, but yeah.

Anything else? I dunno. Expect more voice posts, now, definately.