bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter bitter.

I hate this phase. it annoys me. will it ever get better? :|






PS. District 9 was good. I enjoyed it greatly.

I wish I could take a week off to just bum around the house... No work no anything. Just me and the internet. Or my games. Or sims. Or sewing. or SOMETHING.

Probably work on my drawing, since I kinda of hate my art now... again. Could be that I HAVEN'T been drawing, but ya know.

Tired of work lately ): I want to take a break from the gumblos and customers.

I need some direction. I need some passion.
... I need to go to sleep before these feelings degress into something worse.

Sleep fixes everything.

ausdflakslfkj AUGH you people should know how i like to be the first to get things done, MY SLOWNESS TENDS TO GET IN THE WAY OF THAT SOMETIMES. LIKE THIS TIME. AND I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING STUPID AND SLOW.

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ITS TRANSLATED ITS TRANSLATED AND IT WASNT ME.

I.
SUCK.

Now I just wish I didn't work today cuz that is totally what I'd be spending my whole day doing. GOD. DAMMIT.

Oh god im so glad this is the last day im working before this weekend. BUT THEN I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO ANOTHER WEEKEND OF THIS. I hate working these weekends all the time. I don't mind it every once in a while, but Holy Jesus. The past 3 saturday's I've worked SOMEONE has called in from the afternoon shift. And because that means there are only a few/couple of people until about 5 oclock I can't just LEAVE them in the middle of a busy saturday. So I stay. And yes, ok, more money. But man I'm so exhausted. D: I want to work during the weeeeek. But THIS week I HAVE (HAVVVE) to clear out some of the boxes in my garage before my dad comes home and throws them out :| I hate this remodelling crap. I want to keep all my shit. And man, I spend way too much on food. ;3; I wish work never overpaid me, it makes me nervous that that money will disappear. So I can't spend it ANYWAY. BLEH BLEH BLEH.

Other than working I've at least been drawing. So art post tonight as everything is cropped, just not uploaded. For now. Getting ready for work. At least its Monday night. Right? Isn't it? My mom being home today has thrown me off.

... and sometimes I just wish there was a hole I could crawl into! :D
And just chill there. And forget stuff.
Like how uncool I am.







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